To: My dearest friend Zahira. Thank you so much for the invitation to attend your birthday,
I really wish I could come and hug you and say “HAPPY BIRTHDAY” in person but I guess the
distance stopped me from doing that, all I can do now is to wish you Joy and Happiness and good health
throughout the years, I hope someday we could meet and have a blast! Speaking of you in Spain, I remembered a song
in a movie “My Fair Lady” it says “The Rain in Spain Stays Mainly in the plain” (or something like that).

On another note, I’m currently under the weather, a usual combo desease has struck me, a combination of light fever,
flu, cough and dizziness, not sure what’s the cause of it, obviously many may have caused it as I stayed up late almost
every nite, smoke like a train, the weather or just that I’m due to have those.

On Happier note, I have new babies!!! Let me introduce you, my dear readers to my darling little squirrels, I have 3 of them,
My younger brother bought me those as prezzies (or should I say to annoy me), they were so tiny and still babies when he brought
them to me, but after 2 months passed, they grow up so quickly and I didnt realized how energetic they are and adorable (besides leaving
me with scratches here and there).

The girls are Chi Chi & Cha Cha, they are so active and spoilt, always wanted to sleep with me and everytime I hold something in my hand
they would (especially Chi Chi) would run and climb to my hand to investigate and if I had food in my hand then she would steal it away
or eat it on my palm. While the shy boy is Cho Cho, he’s very timid and dont like to mingle but he’s very adorable when he sleeps and never
give me problems.

Ok That’s it, I’m done for now and see you in another edition of The Daily Susan.

I would like to wish you guys a Blessed Christmas and a very Happy New Year 2007! Things have been hectic in my life and I guess last year wasnt a very good year for me. Although the coming new year seems to be dark and unclear for me, I still cling to a single thin of hope that I could get through it with only a little scratch.

Chubby has found a new girlfriend, I’m happy for him and he said he wanted to come to Jakarta to visit me this friday for 3 days and wanted to tell me alot of things and what has happened, but I guess he wants to come here to make sure that he doesnt have any more feelings whe he sees me again and that we’re over. I heard that his girlfriend is still married and has 2 kids and that she’s still undergoing a divorce procession with her husband.

Anyways, My new year’s eve was nice, it’s a mix of joy and sadness. Joy because I spent it with people I do care about and fun to be with, we joked around when we barbeque the chickens and made “Satay Kambing” . Sad because this is the first time I spent New year’s eve without someone special and I have another 2 friends who were also spending it alone without their husbands. We were looking up to the sky at the same time as the big fireworks fall apart in the sky and it gave us mixed feelings of awe, joy and sadness. I am so glad im not alone though but yes I wish we werent all alone too.

Anyways, Lots of things has happened that I dont think I couldnt write it all as I am in cyber cafe and my time is almost up, perhaps next time I’ll continue my ramblings. But now, I want to let you all know that I love you and thank you so much for the friendship all these times and hope we are all still going to be friends throughout the years and pass another new year!

PS: Sorry I havent be able to visit your blogs, I miss just sitting and read what’s going on in your lives but I guess I’ll have to wait for next time or when I have my own computer.

Finally, I found an Internet Cafe near my mum’s house, just 10 mins walk so I could come here at least once a week to update this blog. I’ve been in Jakarta for about 2 weeks now and I’ll try to make the 2 weeks’ story short;

I spent 3 days at home and surprised coz alot of things has changed but I’m glad that I’m back with my family again, my mom and my younger brother are happy to see me and my older brother and his wife + children are also happy, then I spent about more than a week at Connie’s new house at Bintaro, as I promised her that I would stay at her place when I came back to Jakarta. We went to a hair salon, she did a digiwave and I did a smoothing coz I wanted to look different, I regretted a bit as I have never have fringe before and I look strange but well it’ll grow again.

My older brother picked me up from Connie’s house as my mom told me that my cousin just gave birth to a baby boy, I have no idea why my cousin gave her baby boy Saddam Keanurifky and no, not because she likes Saddam Hussein (Iraq’s former leader) but because she watched a kid’s show and there’s a cute boy named Sadam but yes keanurifky was taken from the famous hollywood actor Keanu Reeves, we were laughing so hard because of the name but the baby is so cute I wish I had one! This Cousin is the closest one to me , we used to hang out alot and this is her 3rd child and she had to go through surgery as there was a problem with the baby.

I still have so many things to do here and try to adjust my life here, I need to budget my money very well, new problems keep coming up one by one, I need to stay focus and not panicking on how to handle those problems. I miss my bedroom in Singapore, I know life is getting tougher each day and I need to go with the flow and try to do what I can to survive. My birthday is coming up on the 16th September, my aunt has been telling me that she wanted to make a birthday cake for me and mom wanted to cook something special for me and the family, My older sister phoned me and asked what do I want for a present. Chubby is still calling me too and he’s going to send me something from Singapore, I miss him so much! But I got a cute anklet from mom!

My nieces (my older brother’s daughters) are so grown up now! they’re so mischievous and energetic, they always came by and soon I’ll be helping my sister in law to babysit them. My nephew, the oldest kid from my older brother also staying with me as his school is close by, he’s is so sweet as to make me burgers ! I guess that’s all for now coz the time is almost ran out and it’s late, so before I go, please read below?

Announcement! To all my friends and you know who you are! you can still email me at missr4in@gmail.com because I could check email from my cellphone but the problem is I couldnt reply back using gmail but I could reply you guys using MMS but please reply/email me back using my gmail address. Thanks for the comments! PS: The Man Up North, mind telling me who you are? as I have a short memory and would like to email you the address/phone number that you requested. Thanks All and Still Loving You!

I will be going to Changi Airport in a few hours, I just got up and would like to update my last entry from Singapore. I’ve been so busy these last two days packing and meeting some people to say goodbye, the hardest part is with Chubby as we’ve been so close these past 7 years or more. The reason why I moved to Singapore to study when I was studying in the Philippines was because of him, I met and fell in love with him through the internet when I was in the philippines and so I moved to Singapore to be closer to him, although our relationship didnt work out, we’re still close and be friends, he’s my closest person when I need anything in Singapore, he was my friend, my lover and now he’s like an older brother to me, I’ve known his family and so I went to meet them as well. I still love him as a brother, he’s always been taking good care of me, Thank you Chubby and I love you from the bottom of my heart and I know in my heart that we will meet again soon! He said he might come to Jakarta in December to see me, YAY!

I havent finished packing everything, I even left or throw some old clothes away as I have no time to give them to the charity, Chubby said he will send some of the boxes that are left behind to Jakarta for me, how sweet of him! My older brother and my youngest brother are going to pick me up in Jakarta, I cant wait to meet them and then my mom, we’re all going to have a reunion and talk talk talk talk all night!

I am glad that all my mails that I sent for my online friends have reached them, I am glad you all like them and I will of course send more letters in Jakarta perhaps on X-mas! I love you all and I’ll see you again soon!!

I went to buy my plane ticket to Jakarta today, I was shocked on how much the airport tax they charge now as some of them are almost higher than the ticket itself, and my ticket is not even a return ticket but anyway I was planning to go on Sunday the 20th but all flights are full so I took the Saturday Flight on the 19th August’06 by Garuda Airlines GA 897 departing from Singapore at 4.10pm and arriving in Jakarta at 4.45pm Indonesia time.

I will be sending emails to all my friends informing my new address in Jakarta and contact numbers, I know I wont be able to get online as often as I would like to anymore once I’m in Jakarta but I will try to find a cyber cafe there and get online once in awhile. I will be busy packing and other stuff these few days but I will try keep updating the blog untill the day I’m flying to Jakarta.

On side note: I would like to wish my friend JonCox a very Happy Birthday, Hope you’ll have a great time on your big day and God Bless You! Love You!