I would like to wish you guys a Blessed Christmas and a very Happy New Year 2007! Things have been hectic in my life and I guess last year wasnt a very good year for me. Although the coming new year seems to be dark and unclear for me, I still cling to a single thin of hope that I could get through it with only a little scratch.

Chubby has found a new girlfriend, I’m happy for him and he said he wanted to come to Jakarta to visit me this friday for 3 days and wanted to tell me alot of things and what has happened, but I guess he wants to come here to make sure that he doesnt have any more feelings whe he sees me again and that we’re over. I heard that his girlfriend is still married and has 2 kids and that she’s still undergoing a divorce procession with her husband.

Anyways, My new year’s eve was nice, it’s a mix of joy and sadness. Joy because I spent it with people I do care about and fun to be with, we joked around when we barbeque the chickens and made “Satay Kambing” . Sad because this is the first time I spent New year’s eve without someone special and I have another 2 friends who were also spending it alone without their husbands. We were looking up to the sky at the same time as the big fireworks fall apart in the sky and it gave us mixed feelings of awe, joy and sadness. I am so glad im not alone though but yes I wish we werent all alone too.

Anyways, Lots of things has happened that I dont think I couldnt write it all as I am in cyber cafe and my time is almost up, perhaps next time I’ll continue my ramblings. But now, I want to let you all know that I love you and thank you so much for the friendship all these times and hope we are all still going to be friends throughout the years and pass another new year!

PS: Sorry I havent be able to visit your blogs, I miss just sitting and read what’s going on in your lives but I guess I’ll have to wait for next time or when I have my own computer.